Pharsalia, NY

Pharsalia, or Civil War, is also the title of a poem by Lucan, written sometime around the time of Christ — about the civil war between Julius Caesar and the Roman Senate. “All wars are civil wars.” All empires mark our own triumph and defeat. The footprints of all these triumphs and defeats can be seen in the land, in Pharsalia itself.

What I see in Pharsalia is the terminal moraine of a ruinous glacier of hyper-rational thinking that came from Europe. That witchery (as Leslie Marmon Silko uses the word) — that non-sacred vision of reality — has reached its apex and is melting away. It leaves behind a flattened landscape of political and social thought, of spiritual ruin. It becomes evident in places like Pharsalia first.

It’s a place near where I grew up. There’s a melancholy power here. Subdued, ancient, hard, desolate, beautiful. In this beauty there are seeds of renewal that will remove every last trace of witchery from our system.  But first one has to appreciate the desolation of the place.

The Royal Elephant carcass of a bus lies mangled
among legions of Fords
and Chevrolets. From shrinking drifts
broken doors and mirrors reach out
like Chief Bigfoot in Death. All of Pharsalia
melts again into the stone boot-prints
of mile-heavy ice.

chief bigfoot

Here pool retreating forces.
Their triumph and defeat
merging and disappearing
like ice
in water, like elephant
into earth.

Where Oneida once held
a feather dance, thanking Maples, now
Chevys and great yellow plows,
their wings rusted,
lie buried in snow.

yellow-wrecked-snowplow-buried-in-deep-snow-in-junkyard-in

In a paintless church, old
window frames lean
against the sills, thick
with flies, an inch deep, overhead
broken cobwebs swing.

Here and there
Erratic hunter/gatherers
Slump on sofas
in aluminum encampments
piled along the highway
like a terminal moraine

I used AI generated images in place of the actual photos I once used for the poem, much to my own disgust. But I’m not much of a picture taker and was using other people’s photos of the area, and then worried about copyright. So in the meantime I figure, poetry is imaginative. So if I supply imaginary photos and confess to that fact, then perhaps it’s not as unseemly as it still feels. Elsewhere in the essays I don’t have good things to say about AI. But we have to find a way of living in and around this potential monster of a technology. So until I take my own photos, (apart from the old photo of Chief Bigfoot, which is real), I’m leaving these suggestive AI photos. It’s ridiculous, but for now they stay. I’d prefer actual drawings to these things, but I can’t draw.

6 thoughts on “Pharsalia, NY

  1. I loved this the best of your negative geography essays. I like seeing photos of the landscapes that inspired your writing and I also had cluster flies in my old house built in the 1830s, in the old windows, upstairs. I killed thousands of them with my hands and some cardboard because I didn’t know that fly poison existed. Flies, and the mice and rats, felt like a plague, since I grew up in suburbs. After a few or many years I got on top of the cluster flies (and rats, but never the mice, at the old house) but it’s a scalding memory so I feel connected to the people with windowsills full of flies about whom you write.

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  2. Having spent almost twenty years living in what NYC calls, “Upstate,” I used to think New York State was behind the times. Now I think it’s a place ahead of its time.

    You capture so much in The Elephant! There’s a mythic quality to the Empire State. It’s there in the names taken from the kind of Classical education that once meant that the settlers in a small town could recite snatches of the Iliad “in the Greek.” Those names and the ruins those times left behind haunt us. “It wasn’t enough.” is the message whispering on that cold damp wind off Lake Erie.

    Keep writing….

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